kaityli

So my last post got eaten, so forgive me if this is rushed and useless.

Saturday night was so fun, and I'm really glad that I did it. I learned a valuable lesson in not overthinking and needing always to have control. I worked with my materials rather than trying to make something behave as something it's not. However, I feel like I'm slipping back into my old ways despite my efforts not to. Once again, I feel like I have no idea where to start because there's this jumble of thoughts, and it's intimidating me to just choose one path and follow it. I love the idea for this week, but at the same time, there are so many movies to consider. Do I want to choose a movie based on a concept that I like, or do I want to brainstorm an idea based on a particular movie that I choose? I really don't know. I'm beginning to suspect that I hate concentrating or thinking or doing anything intellectual. I do like the idea of how spaces can suggest what they are used for or what type of people use them despite the absence of people. I think I'll explore that for now.